NOE90XR

Hey, welcome to the channel. It’s a mix of music, art, white noise, and thoughts; no fuss, just some good vibes and stuff that makes you think.

I’m just some no one with a mic and a camera, saying what needs to be said; no pretence, no fantasies, no romanticized BS. Life, relationships, society, and all the messy truths; I’ll call them as I see them. Sometimes I swear, sometimes it stings... maybe you think a bit… That’s the point!

This channel is for the curious, the restless, and anyone tired of sugar-coated advice. It’s raw, unfiltered, and opinionated, but grounded in lived experience and honest reflection. No gurus, no self-absorption, just real talk — a punk-ish take on the things most people are too polite or scared to say.

Expect reflections, reality checks, taboo topics, and unapologetic commentary; all aimed at making you question, reflect, or see life a little differently. I don’t pretend to have all the answers, but I’ll share what I’ve learned, noticed, or survived.

Piano Compendium - Vol. 1 (Parallax)

Monsoon Rains (Nov' '25)

Hitachi Water Pump (White Noise)

Modern (British) Political Discourse=Nonexistent Standards of Debate & Egoism Contests (+ Deception)

Does Employment Really Improve Our Lives? (Work, Money, Wellbeing, Personal Empowerment, Self-Worth)

A Trip Down Nostalgia Lane (‘90s, ‘00s; Memories, Youthfulness, Reminiscence, Reflections, Change)

Are (Western) Definitions of “Success” just Cults of Materialism & Superficiality? (My Perspectives)

Is “Aging” a Dirty Word in the Western World? (Discrimination, Youth Culture & Society, Immorality)

Does “Brotherhood” Equate to Personal Disempowerment for Introverts? (Connection vs. Independence)

Insanity Strokes the Clock

Lightning Show (Bangkok)

Can Empathy Save Us? (The Western World’s Blind Spot)

Long Beach Resort (Pattaya, Chonburi)

Bathroom Sounds (Long Beach Resort, Pattaya)

Bathroom Ventilation Fan (Sounds)

Reflections After a Mental Health Crisis

My Honest Thoughts on Cannabis: Power & Caution (Psyche, Awareness, Balance, Self-Control & Health)

Thinking Out Loud: The Freedom Paradox (Free Will, Morality, Consequences, Choices & Illusions)

Bubbles (for Snuggles)

Time After Time... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Back 2 the Future: Cycles of Reminiscence (Turmoil, Despair; Past Life, Future; Honesty & Progress)

(Mid-30s) Reality Check: Breaking Free (from Denial) [Acceptance, Maturity, Awareness & Awakening]

Is there any Real Future for Civilization or Humanity? (Society, Culture, Decline, Change & Control)

Facing the Past, Finding Tomorrow (Reflection, Self-Awareness, Transformation, Hope & Rediscovery)

The Grip of Comfort Destroys Us Eventually (Fear, Change, Wellbeing, Life Quality & Starting Over)

The Social Media Epidemic [Narcissism, Vanity, Entitlement, Toxic Influence, Moral & Societal Decay]

Is there any meaning? (Nihilism, Antinatalism, Cosmology, Philosophy, Morality & Existentialism)

Introversion = A Capitalist System’s Worst Nightmare (Extroversion, Societal Scripts & Conditioning)

Uncomfortable Truths - Parents & Siblings (Dysfunction, Toxicity, Unmet Needs, Failures & Lost Hope)