Rana El Ibrik
Musings of a weary-minded, achy-hearted woman in her mid 40's, as she finds her way out of chronic self abandonment, relationships entanglements, and a lifelong of manipulation and abuse, through a series of (self) reflective soliloquies, one video at a time.
In other words, I am documenting my healing journey which I am doing solo, unsupported, sober and clean, and without medications. I'm sharing my very personal story as I come out of a trauma coma, and while I put my pieces back together again and my memory gets restored. This is real, organic, and often very raw.
I also share content from my artistic endeavours; my craft as a self taught jewelry artisan and instructor, my writings, and my other miscellaneous sensory explorative activities.
My hope is that in the process I inspire creativity and encourage growth. I am committed to total transparency, and I share my knowledge and experience openly.
Thank you for being here, and welcome!
~ Rana.
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YouTubing My Way Out of Silence, One Authentic Video At a Time. #truthteller #blacksheep #healing
On Awakening and Heartbreaks, the Story of a Pothos. #reroot #rebirth #growth #healing
Self Isolation as a Form of Self Preservation. #hypersensitivity #trauma
Excerpt from my writing, this is titled: The Embrace.
My Raw Self-Healing Journey and What Brings me Here ~ #selflove #ptsdhealing #traumainformed
Coming Full Circle with my Truth Seeking. #Blacksheep #Scapegoat
The Language of Truth, Uncovering Demons. #posttraumaticgrowth
The Symbiosis of the Awakening Path ~ #Ascension #Spiritualjourney
Up Close & Personal ~ Slowing Down ~ #narcissisticabuserecovery
Abandonment Wound ~ Beyond #Emotionalabuse #Narccisticabuse #Abandonmentwound
From Narcissistic Mother to Narcissistic Men ~ #Traumabond.
The Aftermath of a Lifetime of #narcissisticabuse, in Real Time.
Why I Use English Despite Being an Arab.
Showing Up for Myself during Recovery ~ #Healing #Emotionalabuse
Narcissistic Abuse; Discovery & A New Beginning ~ #narcissisticabuseawareness
Calling Things by their Names ~ #narcissisticabuseawareness
Justified Fury (2/2).
Justified Fury (1/2).