Suzanne Chang
Beyond the personal self...
There is no birth, no death
Just the simplicity of this
That which can not be named or known
No separation to speak of
No person that can be seen
No object
No this and that
No ability to distinguish anything
No right and wrong
No judgement
No stance
No position
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to land
This is so much more unknowable than you can ever imagine
So much more vast than you can ever contain
This will break your heart wide open
Until there is no you to speak of
This is uncaused contentment
Unearned fulfillment
Peace beyond reason
The only true freedom
Where you disappear and so does everything else
Thank you (September 2025 Clip)
Настоящее «исцеление» — это полная противоположность тому, чему нас учили (Часть 3: 17 августа 20...
5. It's creepy how much we've been controlled... luckily it's not really clear until you're gone
No one knows who they are and yet they pressure you to be someone (Part 1: August 17, 2025)
4. The tyrant within finally dies: All the voices that echoed in my mind can't plague me anymore
Болезнь патологизации || Когда понимаешь, что те, кем ты когда-то восхищался, на самом деле безумны
3. Enslaved in this insatiable caste system: Most can't see how thoroughly they've been conned
Purpose is a delusion: It creates a sense of never arriving... never there yet... never good enough
2. Shamed into conforming: We're born into corruption and blamed for being 'depressed'
We've been trained and rewarded to be fake... no wonder humans are so twisted (July-6-2025 Clip)
1. Seeing the world for the first time... without 'me' (Prequel to the next few videos)
What it TRULY takes to stop denying: The body doesn't lie... the self is full of deceit
The challenge of functioning in a twisted world _ Becoming more sane can be very isolating (6-22-25)
What it's actually like on the 'other side'... this is a COMPLETE exit from 'reality' (aka delusion)
I wouldn't trust personal perspectives... they're misled, often cruel and have no idea (Part 2)
Untouched by the world but only because... (Part 1)
I didn't know that this would be the death of loneliness and chasing highs (Clip)
Dying before the body dies turned out to be... (Full version on Patreon)
Peace beyond life and death | Sexual trauma | Living in a chaotic world
The only true freedom is the complete loss of self (Clip)
Fully grieving my life has shown me that I was taught to punish myself for the sickness of the world
It only becomes clear that a 'good / bad person' is still blind when the energy itself goes to zero
Recovering from the toxicity of humanity and spirituality (Full version on Patreon)
I was desperate to escape life but now it's clear that the only peace is a collapse into reality
It's painfully clear how lost the personal energy is but only when... (Clip)
'Thank you for not trying to change me'
The body has drastically changed
«Жизнь разрушит все ваши надежды и мечты, и это будет...» — Марк Нолан
Die to yourself... (warning: may be triggering)