Selling My Baby... CBR1000RR.... What Am I Doing...?

Sheesh bruh... Honestly though... I couldn't help but concentrate on the high RPM's (because of the age) and the oil burning. The Dipstick for the oil would never read exactly, and it was so tough to even get an accurate reading - You had to turn the bike on for 3 mins, then leave it rested for 3 mins and then check. Imagine doing that before every ride...SHEESH!!
And my 600cc was a 2006 and had low miles too... less than 12k miles, and this bike had around 12k miles and was a 2008..... so as you can see, that could not leave from my head.
I found myself MOSTLY stressing in my mind when I would go fast as I "stress" the engine.. what are it's maximum capacity? Should I risk it? And risk a few thousand dollars? .... Nah I don't think so.
The purpose of riding is to feel a wave of freedom, but I felt restricted to the feeling of paranoia. So what was the point of riding?
I did not take the bike over 130 (unless I was gettin' supa lit! xD in the moment kinda thing lol)... imagine... my Ninja 650 goes 130 bruh... I'm on a 1000!!!!! CHILLLL!! It was such a tease but OOOFFFFFF.... this bike is just..... muah!!! SPECTACULAR!!! A true work of ART!!! Loved the no tech & full RAW feeling. Gosh...!! Amazing, Alhamdulillah. And major love to the kind individual who sold me the bike. And prayers out to the individual who purchased the bike from me. May God be with us all, Ameen!