In A Blink | 5000+ sᴜʙs ♡

thank you so much for 5000+ subscribers ❤

I have been struggling bad lately, financially & mentally. I had to quit my job Friday because I was told they were closing the shop for the summer. So now I am jobless and have no money for bills. I am currently job hunting & wishing for the best. But because of all this stress, I have made this video into a vent.

Story:
Optimus & Smokescreen = all you guys & how I feel so loved when I come online ❤
Optimus & Nemisis Prime = me fighting against myself & loosing. When Optimus gets stabbed, it reflects how much I wish to end my life as of lately & how I'm letting behind all of the wonderful memories I have made if I choose to do so (this has gotten me to cry so many times that I've had to stop editing)
Smokescreen & all the Autobots = my wonderful friends that I have made and how I don't wanna say goodbye to them & loose another moment
Megatron + Optimus = me trying to fight so badly but loosing & having to loose everything I love
Autobots & Decepticons suffering = my friends & how they suffer too
Optimus destroying the base = me giving up what I love to protect others
Autobots & Decepticons struggling = again all my friends & I suffering together
Ending = me not giving up & continuing to fight, even if I am terrified & all my friends cheering me on, not giving up on me.

Sorry if this is depressing, but its how my life goes. It's been that way the past 5 years & while I put on a happy face because I want to be strong & I want to prove to people that even after all the rain, there's a rainbow... but I'm still waiting for that rainbow, I'm still in the rain. Hopefully... one day I can get out.

But for now, I'll enjoy my time with all you ❤

(also wanna give a quick shoutout to PRXMER for helping me out with an effect.)

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» song: Blink by Revive
» footage: Transformers Prime
» program: Sony Vegas Pro 14

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