I Hate (Original Demo Song)

2022-05-23
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Lyrics:
As I walked towards the light
Didn't know what I would find
Followed aimlessly cause there's no other way
I would run, I would dart
Chase the time to see the light
Chase so foolishly that I would never care

Remember when I had my hope,
Remember when I had my trust,
Remember when I wrote a song about my love for you

Remember when I wrote my heart
Remember when I want'd you back
Remember when I waited just for you to let me stay

But in reality, it didn't happen
In reality, it didn't happen

As I walked towards the light
Didn't know what I would find
Followed aimlessly cause there's no other way
I would run, I would dart
Chase the time to see the light
Chase so foolishly that I would never care

And I hate

It somehow felt like yesterday
Cause I remembered all too well
Remembered every little crook and cranny all too well
Believing every little hope
that you would come and take me home
But the past just kept on coming up to me and said

“But in reality, it didn't happen.”
And in reality, it didn't happen

As I walked towards the light
Didn't know what I would find
Followed aimlessly cause there's no other way
I would run, I would dart
Chase the time to see the light
Chase so foolishly that I would never care
Ooh

Recalling all those stupid times when I cried helplessly
Looking back, when I curled in my soaked bed desperately
Wanting to erase all those emotions that gave me flings
But somehow God just wanted me to miss you; it made me bleed

As I walked towards the light
Didn't know what I just saw
Saw that bright sun shining with its radiant smile
Glad I'd run, glad I'd dart
Glad I hadn't wast’d my time,
Felt so happy 'till it start'd to fade away.

As I walked towards the light
Didn't know what I would find
Followed aimlessly cause there's no other way
I would run, I would dart
Chase the time to see the light
Chase so foolishly that I would never care

And I hate

And I hate