Goldwash - It's My Mess [Audio]

Track 10 from Flat Earth Surf Club: https://ffm.to/FlatEarthSurfClub

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lyrics:
You waited, you waited and you’re so fed up
And you can’t remember what I ever did to deserve you
I’m so tired, can barely keep my head up
I’ll pretend I don’t remember in the morning
In the morning I’ll say

If ever I ghosted you, I’m sorry and it’s my mess
I know I misled you, I should’ve withheld
I’ve never not wanted you, I’m just getting some time to myself
And I’m wasted, but I don’t need your help

I wanted it all, but shut down from the small pressures
And I can’t imagine what I ever did to deserve you
Wish I never saw the consequences get bigger (consequences got much bigger)
I’ll pretend I haven’t noticed in the morning
in the morning I’ll say

If ever I ghosted you, I’m sorry and it’s my mess
I know I misled you, I should’ve withheld
(Shoulda shoulda shoulda, I’m sorry that I hurt you so bad)
I’ve never not wanted you, I’m just getting some time to myself
And I’m wasted, I’m wasted, I’m wasted
But I don’t need your…

credits:
written, performed, and produced by Goldwash
double bass by Olivia Salas
additional recording engineering by Jacob Reske
mixed by Seth Manchester of Machines with Magnets
mastered by Bazza Grint of Alchemy Mastering
artwork by Allison Jensen and Injinash Unshin