Personal History - A Virgil Song (Updated)

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   • SANDERS SIDES SPEEDPAINT - Virgil and Deceit  

The Piano Instrumental:
   • Fireflies, but it's so DARK and DRAMATIC, ...  

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The vocals however are mine...and yes...I am a female baritone bass...

Overall I finally got around to making this updates with better vocals, and the piano roll turned down!

Feel free to use this cover in an animatic or piece of art!

Listen to the instrumental of this track here:    • Fireflies, but it's so DARK and DRAMATIC, ...  

LYRICS:
How can I bear,
What I have done?
My mistakes,
Festering in my past.

Will you please forgive me?

I could not believe my eyes,
When it was the other Sides,
Who showed me the light that I could be.

‘Cause once in my darkened lair,
Their fears proving that the cared,
I knew I was the cause of all their despair.

You corrupted my thoughts to believe,
That they had it out for me,
And now it’s hard to know I caused the pain that they received,
‘Cause nothing is what you said it would be!

Now I have a thousand scars,
More numerous than the stars,
Left from the lies you forced me to live.

(How could I believed you?)
(How could I have trusted you?)

The sadness inside my mind,
Now with remorse intertwined,
From following plans that you designed.

You corrupted my thoughts to believe,
That they had no cares for me,
But now I know for certain they see me as family,
Something I’m sure you will never be…

I helped you hurt them in the past
(I should have known I’d fall flat)
Following blindly of what you asked
(Why did I dare to do that?)

I repeated your words just like a script
(Why did I fail to resist?)
Causing all kind of conflicts
(How many chances were missed?)

I soon grew tired of being cruel
(As my anguish only grew)
With no way to escape your rule
(Wishing I’d known what to do.)

I’d helped you hurt them in the past,
(I should have known I’d fall flat.)
Following blindly of what you asked,
(Why did I dare do that?)
I repeated your words just like a script,
(Why did I fail to resist?)
I was causing all kind of conflict
(How many chances missed?)

And so to my family,
I knew that I had to flee,
Thinking it best that I said farewell.

My heart didn’t want to leave,
But for your own wellbeing,
I stepped away to keep you safe from Deceit.

I’m sorry I made you believe,
That you meant nothing to me,
But then I had to walk away knowing you would never see,
What it was you all had done for me!

Then I could not believe,
When you all came to find me,
That you were all agreeing,
That you saw me as family!

That’s when I found my place,
Forgiven by your grace,
That’s when you all came and rescued me…
My family…

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