skele - after everything w/ residential. (slowed and reverbed)

not my own music

https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
/after-everything-w-residential

lyrics taken from skele's soundcloud:
writing out these letters
lately i can't help
but pray that i get better
i'm stuck in my own hell
talk to me slow,
don't let me go

we were so happy,
what happened?
stuck on the past tense
sometimes i miss it
it's hard to forget it
blue,
(i still see blue)
i still think of you
(i still think of you)

lay by the lake,
i was never the same

baby ima masochist at best
got a lot of scars on my chest
i was your porcelain puppet
cracks line over my stomach
even with my body going numb
i still wished to feel the cuts
and after everything was done
i still wanna be your one

(residential:)
am i bothering at all?
kinda wish you stayed
is it someone else's palms
or the portraits that i framed

is it killing you at all?
cause i can't say the same
the hazel in your eyes
is embalmed into my brain

i cant sleep at night
it's better with time
but i'll

pull it together
keep my dignity tethered
guess it's better than never
your words here forever

(skele:)
fucking wasted my time
still on the back of my mind
fucking wasted my life
oh trust me, i tried
(trust me i, trust me i tried)