Mirror, mirror... (Not Billie Eilish)

Mirror, mirror on the wall,
I feel nothing, that is all.
They laugh, they cry, they fall apart :
I just stand here, blank in heart.

I fake the smile, I play the part,
But nothing stirs, like a machine.
I hold their hands, I say the lines,
But I’m not sure what feeling means.

Mirror, mirror, do you see
What’s missing deep inside of me?
I’m not in pain, I’m not at peace;
I’m just a quiet, fading piece.
Mirror, mirror, I feel small.
Not sad, not mad… just none at all.

I watched the sky turn gold then grey,
Felt nothing as it slipped away.
They said “I love you”, I said “same,”
But couldn’t feel the spark or the flame.

I hurt someone, I made them cry,
I said “I’m sorry,” didn’t know why.
I want to care, I want to ache,
But all I do is watch and fake.

"I don’t feel. Not love, not rage, not joy. Just static.
And I hate that I don’t even hate it. I bet it's dramatic"

I miss the storm,
I miss the flood,
I miss the rush of living blood.
I miss the fire behind my eyes,
Now I just echo when I lie.

Mirror, mirror on the wall,
Will I ever feel at all?
I’m tired of being made of glass,
Of letting every moment pass.
Mirror, mirror, on the wall, I’m here, yes but barely here at all.
Mirror, mirror on the wall,
I feel nothing, that is all.



(This is not Billie Eilish, just an AI replica)