Nickelback's Lullaby with Lyrics

I've gone through a lot in the past year. I am not looking for sympathy or pity in this. I just want you to know that I can understand, and that nobody's perfect. For the pst 15 and a half years, me, my mom, and three siblings were living with my dad. He's all types of abusive except physical, with emotional, mental, and verbal abuse being the most prominent. In February 2012, we left for a shelter. We were supposed to stay there for three weeks tops, giving us time to find a new home. We were there for six. Now we are in a long term shelter that we can stay in for up to a year, so we're good until next april-ish. I've gone through cutting and overdosing on pain meds. I still have to fight not to start again. I suffer from several mental disorders, including mild type one bi-polar, depression, anorexia, self harm, and social anxiety disorder. I've had to fight with being suicidal. I've fallen madly in love and lost him. I know I would be with him again, but he's kind of moving one city over. One day sweetheart, I know we'll be each other's again. he was my world, and held me together when I was falling apart. I've lost some really good friends that saved my life. It's hard to wake up in the morning and find a purpose anymore. I'm not going to say there's always hope, that it always gets better, because I don' believe that. I believe that you will be strong enough to live through whatever life throws at you.