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level id: 112557817
song: black midi - 953    • 953  


9 months or so into the geometry dash 2.2 update (and my latest level), i had felt dissatisfaction towards myself and my creations for a while; yet the desire to fix them wasn't there. Mirror was released at the time, a statement hinting at my resignation from the game, but the reason i dont like that level is because its a bit of a dishonest depiction of how i felt at the time. I wanted to have more to offer, and had i not serendipitously found inspiration in some of my earlier works from around half a year ago now (as well as during the building process), this level would not exist. its an admittance of brokenness and shortcoming towards not just me, but the environment around me and my experiences and my relationships, both in and out of gd, and im pretty happy with its representation of that too.

I've been out of geometry dash creating for a bit now. its not implausible, but I wouldnt put money on me ever finishing chondromalacia patella, another level, or any collabs. But, looking at my output now, I don't think i need much more. the illustrious creator points that have eluded my grasp for the 7-8 years that i've been chasing them are mattering less and less as i spam...... 400,000 objects.....around the editor......... to a borderline unplayable extreme demon layout. I've always pretended to not care, as if one day i'd achieve the recognition i so deserved in likes, downloads, loving fans, etc, but I think i am well and truly done with that, at least for now.

thanks for watching, and good luck if youre interested in verifying it! although extensive testing has gone into this level, it was uploaded illegitimately (and I feel bad asking anyone to play this mess, much less complete it). you can contact me if you would like to make any changes! ive tried to nerf it but that is easier said than done.
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also, if youre looking for the preview, you can find it unlisted here
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