I quit my dreams of becoming a full-time painter

Hello friends,

today I have a very special video for you (and for me). I am closing a chapter of my life. A big one. And I'm also opening a new big chapter of focusing on myself, my own creativity, not letting my life be "on hold" until I reach my career goals anymore. Also I'm resetting what I was doing, trying out new things and integrating all the lessons I've picked up in the last decade of trying to become a fulltime painter.
I hope this video brings you inspiration and does not discourage you from building on your own dream.

It's merely my own experience and I am a very stubborn person by nature. If I'd be less stubborn, more agile and adaptable through time, being open to bending my vision a little bit and adjusting my strategy, I'd maybe be a fulltime painter today. But my path was a really unique one. If you're interested I'd be happy to one day share this story a bit more in detail.

Anyways, I hope you enjoy this video and have a lovely day! :)

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timestamps:
0:00 intro
1:35 I tried to make it happen
4:30 why I'm telling you this
5:52 why haven't I succeeded
10:12 no. one lesson for me
13:34 why I quit my dream
15:44 what are my dreams now
19:30 final words