one direction | i swear i lived

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So first of all,
I wanna thank you guys! Thank you for all the views, likes, comments and subscribes! It's just so amazing and I love it! I love that you like my videos, I love reading your comments, I love answering to you, I love chatting with you.. I just love it. So thank you so much for this, you have no idea how much I appreciate it!
(It just sounded like I'm gonna left this channel, you know that message you write when you decide you don't wanna do things anymore. But haha, don't worry, I'm gonna bother you for a long time haha!)
The next 'thank you' goes to Harry and Louis. Even though a lot of people are still questioning it, I'm so damn sure it is what it is. Because if this is not what love looks like then I'd probably lose all hope in love. So my thank you goes to them because they helped me and they helped me a lot because for so many years I wasn't sure about my sexuality and when I finally admitted it, I was scared. I spent almost the whole night crying because I was so scared of people's reactions, especially my friends and family. Because my family was always talking about finding a boyfriend and I just couldn't imagine that I would come to them and say that I may not have a boyfriend. But these two helped me in this so much. Their bravery, oh god I wish I could be as brave as they are, because I still can't come out to my parents but they helped me to come out to my friends and I know that without them I wouldn't do it. I'd be probably still sitting here being scared of coming out if I wouldn't have them. So thank you, thank you so much. I really hope these two will finally have the freedom and the end they deserve.
The next thank you goes to One Direction. And still, If I say One Direction, it's not four boys, I still mean these five boys even if the one decided to leave. But now, I mean only four. Thank you, thank you for helping me and especially thank you for staying. I know it's hard and it's not always the paradise you wanted, but thank you for being here. Thank you for being here when no one else was. Just.. thank you.
And the last one goes to Zayn. Because this video is also for him, as a part of One Direction, and that's why I posted it on 25 March. Because on this day, one year ago he left and we all thought this is the end. But look at him. I was never more proud him than I'm right now. He always wanted to do his own music, he always wanted his first album. And now he has it. So if he's happy, I'm happy and I can tell you I'm so fucking proud of him right now! Yes, it broke my heart when he left, because after five years of saying they're gonna stay together and that they couldn't continue if one of them left, now we see only four of them together, but this doesn't mean I wouldn't support him. I feel like I support him even more now because finally he's doing what he always wanted to do and I'm so happy for him.

So.. thank you.

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