Alternative - Now I Realize (Female vocals)

I can't find this version with Linda Rotheram (Linger) on vocals on Youtube, altough it used to be uploaded. From the tape How Dare You released in 1986. Lyrics:

Sometimes it seems so pointless, my head hits off a wall.
No peace, or love, or understanding, no reason for it all.
Fighting losing battles with people I cannot reach.
Realization of my future, a future I cannot see.

Out in the dark there is only you.

Living on illusions, can't face reality,
Knocking down the symptoms that create these fantasies,
Priorities of tough struggle together in my mind,
My goal, my future, anarchy, discovery takes time.

Out in the dark there is only you.

People seem so distant when I've held them by the hand,
Expressions contradict their thoughts,
Can't seem to understand
Hope held for the future lifts me high above their thought,
Realization of my freedom, a freedom that can't be bought.

Out in the dark there is only you.

Sometimes it seems so pointless, my head hits off a wall,
No peace, or love, or understanding,
No reason for it all,
Fighting losing battles with people I cannot reach,
Realization of my future, a future I cannot see

Out in the dark there is only you.