phem - flowers (official music video)

phem - "flowers" official music video
listen to 'flowers' on all platforms here
https://phem.lnk.to/flowers

conceptualized, directed & edited by: phem
creative direction: spun boi & nas bogado
DP: Logan Rice
AC / Gaffer: Benjamin Ramirez
production design: spun boi
animation: nas bogado
production assistant: ly eisenstein
flowers made by: ash davis
colored by: chris lam
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lyrics
if were not growin than were already dead. whyd u leave me flowers at the foot of my bed cuz if theyre not growing than were already dead yeah were already 
if were not growin than were already dead whyd u leave me flowers at the foot of my bed cuz if theyre not growing than were already dead yeah were already dead yeah

how come nobody told me? if u knew u shouldve told me.
how come life gets harder? there's always someone smarter..
yeah im just a fkn loser, but so what ur a fkn loser.
all they say is just work harder, life keeps moving on and on yea

if were not growin than were already dead. whyd u leave me flowers at the foot of my bed? 
cuz if theyre not growing than were already dead yeah were already dead yeah

if were not growin than were already dead. whyd u leave me flowers at the foot of my bed? 
cuz if theyre not growing than were already dead yeah were already dead yeah

but when u go, u take a piece of my soul. cuz u and i are identical.
runnin low on these chemicals - thats always how this shit goes
i know u hate me now, its cool
its nothin knew, ur supposed to so why'd u say i was hard to lose?
u wouldnt leave so i had to

if were not growin than were already dead whyd u leave me flowers at the foot of my bed? cuz if theyre not growing than were already dead yeah were already dead yeah

if were not growin than were already dead whyd u leave me flowers at the foot of my bed? cuz if theyre not growing than they're already dead yeah were already dead yeah

send me pink & green hearts, why is this hard?
send me pink & green hearts, why is this so hard for me?

everyday now feels do or die. i wake up sick i dont wanna try.
everyday now feels do or die. i wake up and i just start to cry