90210 - @iamblackbear ft. @G-Eazy | Freestyle by Courtney Solsberry
Автор: Courtney Solsberry
Загружено: 2016-11-07
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"I really think her soul's made of plastic. End of the story is inevitably tragic."
Translation in my life: The boys I like are always lying cowards, I should know from the beginning it'll only end badly.
I haven't put out a video in the longest time, and I hadn't had much inspiration to either until very recently. I found this song and it stuck with me for more reasons than one. First of all I'm obsessed with its sound, it just plucks the right strings in the right places. But when I looked up the lyrics and realized it's meaning it made me not just WANT to dance to it, but NEED to. Even though I don't live in California or the 90210 I still feel like there's this generic form of people everywhere these days. And my problem with finding someone for me, is they all leave the second I do one thing wrong. My generation of boys has been so clear set on this perfect girl that just doesn't exist. I'm a good form of one. Because at first glance, I have my shit together. I dye my hair crazy colors, I know how to dress, how to make myself look good, I got a cool personality, whatever. But I've got trust issues and real problems that don't come to the surface until you get to know me. And the moment they find it, poof, gone. I spend the whole time trying to hide it, when it literally just means, I care.
So I relate this song to the boys that I "can't find in the 253". The ones obsessed with "cigarettes and starbucks". That come off cool because they don't give a shit. That call themselves assholes, because they think it gives them substance. That treat me like I matter, but only until they get what they want.
I pray to God I'll start to see through the bullshit, and find someone that's willing to understand. You're out there somewhere, find your way to me.
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