Why Are You Here - Mybbso

Written entirely by me, music generated through Suno

[Instrumental Fade In]

[Verse 1]
Where has all the joy gone
When will I feel something?
Why do I want to die and...
Why am I suffering?
I don't want to do this anymore
What am I waiting for?
Isn't the peace I seek right there?
Will anyone even...care?

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
Why are you here in my mind?
I'm a good person... aren't I?
I question myself to explain your existence
Part of me wishes I could do more than listen
to your voice telling me I am wrong
The feeling this world wants me gone
Why the hell are you still here?
You want me to go, then get rid of the fear!

[Verse 2]
Everything feels overwhelming
Like you woke up with no energy
What's the point in getting out of bed?
Do you want me alive or dead?
See this is the conversation we need to have
Instead of doubting me cus' of every single bad
choice I have ever made in my life
Don't you worry, I plan to kill myself tonight

[Chorus]
Why are you here in my mind?
I'm a good person... aren't I?
I question myself to explain your existence
Part of me wishes I could do more than listen
to your voice telling me I am wrong
The feeling this world wants me gone
Why the hell are you still here?
You want me to go, then get rid of the fear!

[Bridge]
She won't leave, I don't know why
I try so hard, yet I still wanna die
It's the difference between you and me
A difference only me, myself and I can see
It's the reason I am quiet some days
When I'm spending my day thinkin' bout' the pain
She's been here since I was seventeen
nine years later, will I ever be... free?

[Instrumental]

[Chorus]
Why are you here in my mind!
I'm a good person... aren't I
I question myself to explain your existence
Part of me wishes I could do more than listen
to your voice telling me I am wrong
The feeling this world wants me gone
Why the hell are you still here?
You want me to go, then get rid of the fear!

[Outro]
It'd be nice to go one day without her
To live life like I'm climbin' a ladder
One step at a time, that's alright
Lookin up, I see the sky, that's even better
Is it too much to want some peace and quiet?
To laugh and cry, maybe even feel elated?
You don't need to be here, you don't make me tough
Leave me alone, you've done enough!

[Instrumental Fade Out]