In the light of Nangilima... (Dysthymic Breakcore et al.) [Reupload]

for that long drive into the shadowy depths of midnight

I meant that in like a literal sense. y'know, long road trips into the night, that kinda thing... you know what I'm talking about right?


calling back to the previous desc. concerning the nature of autonomy and choice, maybe instead of flogging it alive like last time, I should try and feed it some sweet gingersnaps

I think our agency is built upon the tension of possibilities we can choose within our limitations. Each choice is a commitment to creating our own system of reality, meanwhile, each choice obscures us from the things as they are, or could be. "The meaningful content in our lives concerns itself with the uncertain, and how it matters to us." This dizzyness of freedom ontologically binds us like glue, fearing every possible move and its consequence, solitarily confined in our reflexive path through life in a perpetual mortal run towards death.

well, so much for gingersnaps.

perhaps we can instead take inspiration from the existentialist philosophers of the ages. Their approach is of an affirmative aroma, where we take life by the balls and make it our b*tch.

Aha, this reminds me of a perfect qoute from one such philosopher:

"Nature is a woman to be mastered only by him who goes to her whip in hand. Experience shows, the same authority continues, that she far more readily grants her favors to ferocious suitors than to diffident”
-Marquis de Sade

yeah, THAT Sade.




Oh, and I re-uploaded this mix because the audio in the previous one was kinda compressed, like twice on the lowest quality output possible. Whoops 🤭



Here's that "Godly mix" you guys seemed to like:

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0:00 1) thukybtw - on the verge of death
3:38 2) yousei - disfiguration
7:53 3) Velvett - transgender
13:20 4) snafu - Why As Soon As We Become So Close We Have To Say Goodbye
17:28 5) gut spiller - text me when you get home ok?
20:02 6) Starmoon - any Female Born After the 2000s can't Cook, All They Do Is Make Breakcore, Be Bisexual, and Cry
24:24 7) halospit - everythingishardallthetime
27:30 8) crig - 3 hours of sleep
9) Crah - Frail
32:49 10) vertigoaway - 2ND GREAT FLOOD
35:16 11) fahxrul - never ever ever
38:03 12) dxmeliadotwave - eulesspharassia
41:54 13) sorry about my face - everyone remembers
45:12 14) ASTROPHYSICS - sweet, soft and lonely
50:06 15) dssctveself - I need you to be close
52:35 16) Yem & hkmori - sleepless delirium
56:05 17) Sadness - I want to be with you (glitchtrode remix)
1:00:45 18) Rori in early 20s - utsukushi yume no yume
1:02:18 19) kmoe - gloves (tifu remix)
1:04:31 20) anyrec-MO - Just a kiss
1:07:39 21) Foxxy Dekay - Full Moon Nights
1:09:47 22) liljan2k1 - nostalgia.mp3
1:10:57 23) kolaido - underdose
1:13:16 24) Equinox7 - void
1:16:32 25) juriha - 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝓇𝓎
1:19:09 26) rotton blood - mount amen
1:21:50 27) Sewerslvt - light at the end of the tunnel
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