no one will never be perfect - and why that's perfect | 12-04-25 video diary

December video diary playlist:    • December 2025 Video Diaries  

0:00 intro
0:20 getting back into routine
0:43 make the most of your detours
1:38 being clester off psych meds
2:22 how today went
3:09 no longer reacting to frustration
4:27 finally allowing myself to rest and enjoy it
5:35 don't aim for perfection
7:08 exposing my screen time
7:36 let doomscrolling inspire you
8:30 be creative
8:49 being lazy can be productive
9:18 The lessons today taught me

This is my Daily Video Diary Series— an honest, unfiltered record of my life as I heal, grow, rebuild, and chase the future I know is meant for me. I don’t script these. I don’t reshoot them. I show up exactly as I am: the messy, the disciplined, the breakthroughs, the setbacks, the real becoming. These videos are where I stay consistent, stay accountable, and stay connected to the woman I’m turning into.

Every diary is part of the bigger picture — the move to California, the degrees, the healing journey, the self-discipline, the psychic awakening, the entire transformation of my life from the inside out. If you resonate with honesty, reinvention, and building yourself from scratch, you’ll feel at home here.
If you’re here, you’re meant to be. Nothing is a coincidence.
Thank you for witnessing my evolution in real time.
What are you proud of yourself for today ?

📍 Long Island → California ocean bound (in progress)
💚 Hairdresser, Esthetician, Small business owner
🎓 Psychology major → future psychiatrist & neuroscientist
🎥 Daily Diaries • Healing • Growth • Discipline • Realignment Era
🐹 Guinea pig mom • Creator • crafter
Becoming the version of me who doesn't give up
Come with me through the messy, quiet, honest parts of healing and getting my life back on track.

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