SickTanicK "Who Killed Jennifer" (2024)

Lyrics

The penitent man kneels
The thief in a man steals
Tell me is it nature or a monster
When men kill?


Spent my life
Trying to honor and defend her
But I'm not any closer
Tell me who killed Jennifer?


The penitent man kneels
The thief in a man steals
Is it just a monster or an evil when men kill?


Spent my life in a circle with no center
All I want is closure
So Tell me who killed Jennifer?


I was born to a mother that was murdered
I guess for some reason
God didn't think that I deserved her
Let's start early though
She was 12 years old
When she groomed by a sherrif
His name was Turkal
She was chained on the stand
Can you imagine a rape victim in 2024
With cuffs on her hand?
Age of concent back then it was 13
So my mother was raped
By a pig that was dirty
He was never prosecuted
Cause the Polaroids that they
Found of my mom they weren't drugs
They were useless
He got three months for some marijuana
Thanks to a lawyer that didn't have a
Moral compass or any honor
This ones for you
I'm sure your conscience
Needs a remedy
Let me find where you live you'll be
The next John Kennedy
I won't fail like my aunt Jessie did
No mercy in my heart I would have
Shot you in front of your kid


The penitent man kneels
The thief in a man steals
Tell me is it nature or a monster
When men kill?


Spent my life
Trying to honor and defend her
But I'm not any closer
Tell me who killed Jennifer?


The penitent man kneels
The thief in a man steals
Is it just a monster or an
Evil when men kill?


Spent my life
In a circle
With No center
All I want is closure
So Tell me
Who killed Jennifer?


Verse two the Shit gets Even deeper
Mom died at 22 I was two
I never got to meet her
Her head was fucked up from
The trauma she endured a
Childhood full of pain
She didn't deserve
The shit was absurd
Her innocence was never
Preserved so she turned to
Drugs and sat back and observed
As the world around her spun
She was left to these devices I
I wonder if she knew
That they would leave her lifeless
Gettin down with Walter white
In the desert, turning tricks on
The side from the pimps
Came the pressure
You gotta pay your dues
But Jenny was paid in pain
And rape and every single
Kind of abuse
Around this time everything
Goes blurry a bone collector
Victim or a man that's named
Alex Murry
Its her spirit I'm Preserving
Perverted is the name of
Justice that's always
Kept me yearning
Forever I'm hurting


The penitent man kneels
The thief in a man steals
Tell me is it nature or a
Monster when men kill?


Spent my life trying to honor
And defend her but I'm not
Any closer tell me
Who killed Jennifer?


The penitent man kneels
The thief in a man steals
Is it just a monster or
An evil when men kill?


Spent my life in a circle with no center
All I want is closure
So Tell me who killed Jennifer?


Verse 3 it's like I'm laying
On a lay line the dead have said
Their piece now it's time for me
Say mine
Mom I'm sorry you never
Had a fighting chance I
Heard you had some fists of fury
That's where I got my hands
My nights are dark and full of terrors
I question if you loved me
Or if I was a mistake
A remnant of your errors
And mom I'm sorry
I ended up a junkie
The cycle it repeats its cynical
Maybe even funny
I didn't turn out so well
For what it's worth
I hope to meet you someday
Even if it's in the deepest hell
But in the meantime
I'm trying to bring you justice
Shout out minds of madness
For bringing this to the public
I will avenge you one day
With name on a kite in the
Penitentiary
That only ends one way
And maybe that's not
What you wanted but mom
I need something to help me out
Because
I'm feeling haunted


The penitent man kneels
The thief in a man steals
Tell me is it nature or
A monster when men kill?


Spent my life trying to
Honor and defend her
But I'm not any closer
Tell me who killed Jennifer?


The penitent man kneels
The thief in a man steals
Is it just a monster or
An evil when men kill?


Spent my life in a circle
With no center
All I want is closure
So Tell me who killed Jennifer?


Mom I'm sorry


This is for Jennifer Lynn Shirm
Say her motherfuckin name


Produced by SickTanicK

Recorded & Mixed by James Whitten at High Tower Recordings, New Orleans, Louisiana.
Mastered by SickTanicK

Live Drums by Devin Contrares

Additional Singing Vocals by Katie King

Find out more about the Cold Case of Jennifer Lynn Shirm by listening to the 4 part series by Minds Of Madness Podcast called "Who Killed Jennifer", which was the inspiration for this song. You can find them on all major streaming platforms and at :

https://mindsofmadnesspodcast.com/lis...

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