London - Always

I know that I should be debuting new tracks from the record but I wrote this the other day and I felt the urge to share it with you all. I hope you enjoy it. I hope this doesn't make me look too emo or pathetic. It's hard to care so much.
Always by London Anderson
copyright 2009
Has it really been a month now?
The leaves are falling down
Summer love came and went
Leaving me so discontent

Im waking up without you
Searching in my sheets
Waking up to find
Youre still in my dreams

Youre the last thing on my mind and the first when I wake
Im so sick and tired of lying to my face

Im waiting for you now
Always waiting for you now
Im rebuilding my walls
And working on my smile
Im waiting for you now
Always waiting for you now
I wish you the best in life
But you were the best part of mine

I really should disconnect
And stop reading things on the internet
Cause I see what she says to you
It makes what you said seem untrue

Do you want me to fight for this?
Cause I can say I love you with my last breath
But if you want me to leave then Ill go
Just tell me now so I know

Youre the last thing on my mind and the first when I wake
Im so sick and tired of lying to my face

Im waiting for you now
Always waiting for you now
Sleeping with my cell phone
I cant think at work
Im waiting for you now
Always waiting for you now
I wish you the best in life
But you were the best part of mine

So heres my heart for you
To do with what you like
Just know that it yours
I hope that its alright