Kairo - I’m Fine

[Intro]
Yeah… uh…
Feelin’ like… nobody really there for me.

[Verse 1 ]
Anxiety the landlord, I can’t evict it,
Mind playin’ tricks, I just hope you don’t witness,
They say they want me, but they never invest,
I’m a burden in disguise with the pain on my chest.

Perky in my stomach just to make me feel tough,
But if I don’t stop the Percs, they gon’ stop me enough,
Empty house full of clothes, money, all this stuff,
But it don’t fill the void, man, this life is rough.

[Chorus]
Feelin’ like, feelin’ like I don’t belong,
Feelin’ like, feelin’ like I got it all wrong,
Feelin’ like, feelin’ like I’m losin’ my mind,
Feelin’ like, feelin’ like I’m runnin’ outta time.

(Feelin’ like… yeah, yeah…)
(Feelin’ like… mhm, mhm…)

[Verse 2 ]
Poppin’ pills just to balance out the lows,
But the more that I take, the less control I hold,
If I quit, I collapse, if I stay, I decay,
It’s a catch-22, I don’t see no escape.

Friends say “bro, just come and vibe, you’ll be fine,”
But I’m locked in my head, I can’t read the signs,
Smiles on my face just a mask I wear,
If you look in my eyes, you’ll see nobody’s there.

[Chorus]
Feelin’ like, feelin’ like I don’t belong,
Feelin’ like, feelin’ like I got it all wrong,
Feelin’ like, feelin’ like I’m losin’ my mind,
Feelin’ like, feelin’ like I’m runnin’ outta time.

[Verse 3 Confessional / Secret]
I just told you my secret, don’t put it on display,
Been swallowin’ little pills like I’m tryna trade the pain away,
This shit’s been tearin’ me to pieces, I can feel it in my bones,
Late nights I whisper to the ceiling, feelin’ like I’m all alone.

I tell ya I’m fine — this is the part where I lie,
Smile for your camera, then I go numb and I cry,
I really think I need this, even though it’s killin’ me slow,
Poppin’ Percs like bandaids while the bleeding won’t close.

Don’t wanna show my scars, don’t wanna see you hurtin’,
So I hide behind the drugs and fake a life that’s certain,
If I tell you everything, would you run or would you stay?
Better to keep it secret, let the silence do the play.

I’m scared to love, scared to lose, scared to let you in,
So I choke on these habits, ‘til the daylight wears thin,
I’m sayin’ I’m fine, but I’m lyin’ — don’t think I’m strong,
Just don’t want no one hurtin’ — that’s why I keep holdin’ on.

[Bridge ]
If the Percs don’t kill me, then the silence will,
Sippin’ lean like water just to swallow the guilt,
Can’t tell if I’m numb or I’m just standin’ still,
Every scar that I hide is a part of the deal.

[Outro ]
Feelin’ like… feelin’ like I’m not enough,
Feelin’ like… drugs just make me feel tough,
Feelin’ like… they don’t see this life is rough,
Feelin’ like… yeah, I’ve had enough.

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