CARI - loser

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video director, editing: Dragovoja Drin
assist: Berezvai Sára
lyrics: Cari Kowalski
music: Zeller, Cari Kowalski
production: Zeller
mix, master: Zeller, Erki Kristóf

lyrics:

I used to drink till I fell
felt like I came from hell
but somehow I made it out alive

too young to be this depressed
too young to feel how I felt
I had to run away from my mind

I made my demons my best friends
fucked up, learned my lessons
therapy, tell me what’s my purpose?
why do I always feel so nervous?

running low on serotonin
I’m a mess these pills ain’t workin’
some days I’m great
some days I’m useless
finally sober
still a loser

I’m terrified of the time
that I spend wasting my life
I know I’m not getting younger now

can’t drown my sorrows no more
I’m losing friends ‘cause they’re bored
tryna belong but I don’t know how

I made my demons my best friends
fucked up, learned my lessons
therapy, tell me what’s my purpose?
why do I always feel so nervous?

I made my demons my best friends
fucked up, learned my lessons
therapy, tell me what’s my purpose?
why do I always feel so nervous?

running low on serotonin
I’m a mess these pills ain’t workin’
some days I’m great
some days I’m useless
finally sober
still a loser