crusey - if we're honest...

Produced by crusey x o'shea
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Lyrics:

dont wanna talk about it if we're honest
im not over it, lets change the topic
i was on my ass, i had to go, no other options
cant focus on it until i cross it
fucked up one too many times i think i lost it
i cant hear another empty promise
dont know if i can feel im so exhausted
tell me were the good times worth what they costed
ill keep going, i dont got nothing left
im still hoping, one day we can be friends
feels so hopeless, treat me like a human being
do you notice, baby would u keep my secrets?

i dont like to get too revealing
hard to show it, but i still got some feelings
i keep coping, do you care bout my wellbeing?
think im at my lowest, i guess that we're even

and i drink too much, my eyes turn black
and i close my eyes and turn my back
never cared about me, treat me like trash
i cant fucking fix the way i act
did me so bad, but i guess its in the past
life moves too fast, wont apologize and u just laugh
guess we lost track, baby tell me what ur looking at?
i cant fall back, yea im not up for this task

i feel nothing,
i feel in my gut u up to something
we dont got too much more time,
ill keep rushing
i can feel it in my spine,
but im above this

i dont wanna talk if u cant calm down
yea i rlly hate when ur not around
i cant get out my brain that theres someone else
so i feel so stupid when i open my mouth

it gets hard to tell
they throw me on a shelf
guess i wish u well
if only u knew how i fell
when u can, call me on my cell
yea u put me thru hell
fix my face and watch me swell
my face starts to get pale
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