the devil in my pocket

(2/2)
"It's either you live in shame or live shamelessly", honestly it's ironic she seems fixated on that quote.

As promised this will be the last of it, no more of these type of videos will be made soon or in the future. This is the final nail in the coffin. I do fear that she might make a similar video and bark back at what I've stated in the past 3 videos, but honestly I'm not too afraid of it since I've got the answer I was looking for.

THE PURPOSE:
of this video is to clarify what's been happening with me and my life outside of being a Content Creator. This whole ordeal has been happening for the past 6 months and has been affecting my mental state. I was originally never going to make this video right here since it's a little too "open." But at the same time I felt inclined to make this video not only to clarify what the person mentioned in this video has done, but to also clarify what I've gone through.

CONTEXT:
As mentioned, the person being mentioned in this videos is my former partner. She used to work on some of my videos and we used to collaborate a lot. In fact she's probably in nearly half of my videos but in respect for her anonymousity, I decided to archive those videos and any post related to her so none of you would go barging in her social media spreading hate.

This person has wronged me in so many ways for the past few months. I came to find out recently not only did she spread rumors, my secrets and accused me of things I didn't even outright do to her friends and probably her own family, she also used my real photos, showing my face and all to her friends, I assume to make fun of me. My real name and identity must've been already passed from person to person without my awareness. Even so that doesn't necessarily mean I should do the same to her.

I also came to recently find out she cheated on me, and also came to figure out she cheated only on me but 2 other people. Basically she was a two-timer, a cheater and a hypocritical master manipulator. She would claim she's not ready for a relationship, but you'd be suprised in how she managed to indulge in 3 different relationships in under 6 months. Trust me were all suprised.

All of these information are something I never got directly from her. These are all information I managed to gather for myself because she never gave me the closure I asked her for. She was never obligated to give me a closure if she never wanted to, but she will never justify the fact that she avoided it for the sake of me not figuring out she cheated.

It's funny because she claims she hates cheaters and two timers when she's the one out here doing these. Make matters worse is these video will most likely leave her unfazed regardless, she takes pride in the fact that I managed to figure out she cheated. That's just how low of a person she's become.

But then again, I'm not really too bothered as to how she cheated on me, practically doxxed me and ridiculed me to people I not directly associated with, I could barely care since this is her whole character now. She's just someone's average Tiktok Stimulated Undiagnosed Daughter now. (I mean she did SELF-DIAGNOSED herself with BPD and now she's acting like she had it her whole life lmfao)

Though with that said, that doesn't necessarily mean that I'm trying to justify my own wrong doings. Even I KNOW I did something's wrong to her. I was never the perfect partner for her and I acknowledge that. She accused me of abusing her, as much as I want to deny it, I want to be a sensible person and accept that maybe her accusations are true, even if they're not. Unlike her claims, I can take the blame for what I did wrong. I can take accountability for what I feel is reasonable.

She can't do that.
Not much I can really do about it. 🤷🏻‍♀️



If THAT person in particular is reading this,
I don't really have much words for you anymore. You're dissapointing, that's about that. You don't really deserve a proper send off not after what you did to me and my friends, who are formerly your own friends too. Fix yourself, seriously.


To her current partner in life,
goodluck I guess? lmfao
















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