Problematic - In My Mind (Official Music Video)

The Official Music Video For "In my Mind" By 'Problematic'

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Beat Produced By: Trunxkz Beatz
Mixed and Mastered By: Adam Lewis
Directed & Produced By: Cindy Nguyen
Cover Art: Adam Sonik Curatolo
Edited: Cindy Nguyen

Problematic - In My Mind

Verse 1:

I need to laugh a little I’m just going through the motions
I’d be stressing on my future that’s how I approach it
Still avoiding things that don’t bring comfort so apparent
I often wonder what it’d be like to have both my parents
My mind a scary place to be my thoughts are so unbalanced
I smoke my pain away sobriety has been a challenge
It’s not a phase its everyday I’m simply overwhelmed
Abandonment has been an issue since I was a child
A little hope I’m holding onto but its slowly fading
Depression comes in waves and I can feel these walls are caving
If you’re not winning in your mind then life is not fulfilling
I found my purpose but I still feel like I’m lacking meaning

Chorus:
I’m wasting away
Feeling like I’m six feet under
There’s no escape
I still hate who I am sober
I should be alone what I tell myself
Stress is killing me
I think I need some help
Praying to my God
It’s raining all the time
Angel vs Demon
It’s always in my mind

Verse 2:

My life is full of empty promises I’m not compliant
I look into the mirror its pitiful and so defiant
Another year has passed but most days I am just surviving
I need some inspiration I don’t see no silver lining
Do not get close to me cause if you do you will regret it
I’m only holding grief the path I’m on is not angelic
Sometimes I think I just got lucky by the grace of God
How did I make it here when I was facing all the odds?
I need your comfort please I do not need another lecture
My mind is dark and grey my demons love to bring me pleasure
I’m barely hanging on but fighting till the death of me
I need to know that you’ll be there I’m praying on my knees

Bridge:

My stress is slowly killing me
When will it be over?
They say that time heals everything
But I cannot find closure