You're with me while I heal, You know me | Worship Set | 10.31.22

As I'm going through a season of scary transitions/ changes, sad goodbyes, facing more of myself and my heart, and pursuing deeper relationships, the heart behind this set I feel like comes from a place where I am pursuing the Lord in surrender and suffering, but in the middle, He is comforting me. Not telling me to suck it up or try harder to be okay. He knows how hard I'm fighting, He knows how much things hurt and suck, He knows how badly I wish I could change, He knows how hard it is to fight my flesh sometimes, and I feel the Lord telling me (and us) "I know, I know, I know. I understand and I see you. I'm right here and won't ever leave. I know you better than you know and know exactly what you need. Trust in my timing and in me, I've never failed you. I know it's hard and that you're trying your best. I have plans to prosper you and not to harm you."

Wherever you are, whatever you've been through or are going through, amidst all the noise and striving, Christ is right beside you every step of the journey comforting you and loving you. You can rest secure in Him. He'll take good care of your heart. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you that you understand me when no one else does, and thank you for journeying through everything with me in love and grace. I love you, Jesus.

"You have searched me, LORD, and you know me" Pslams 139:1

"During those many days the king of Egypt died, and the people of Israel groaned because of their slavery and cried out for help. Their cry for rescue from slavery came up to God ... God saw the people of Israel—and God knew." Exodus 2:23 & 25

p.s. Sorry for the buzzie noises toward the end, I think my piano cord is loose :(

Songs:
Abba, Abba (Hold me while I heal) - Upperroom
He Knows My Name - Don Moen
Never Once - Matt Redman
Love Note - Upperroom
Through it All - Hillsong