Owe Myself Peace - [Sad Chill/Melodic Rap]

Owe Myself Peace - [Sad Chill/Melodic Rap]
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We spend our whole lives running. Chasing plans, chasing money, chasing people who don't stay. But when was the last time you stopped to ask yourself: "Are you okay?"
​"Owe Myself Peace" is a confession for the tired hearts. It’s for anyone who feels empty behind a fake smile, scrolling through life on a screen. It’s a reminder that it is okay to slow down, to turn off the phone, and to treat yourself with the same kindness you give to others.
​Sometimes, the biggest debt we have isn't money—it's the peace we stole from ourselves.
​If you are reading this, take a deep breath. You owe yourself that.
​🎧 Lyrics
Owe Myself Peace

Yeah…
Late nights, early mornings
Talking to myself again…

Wake up, coffee in my hand
Watching strangers chasing plans
Everybody running fast
But nobody know where they stand
Bills, dreams, fake smiles
Scrolling life through phone screens wild
Mirror says “you tired bro”
Yeah I been tired for a while
City loud, my soul quiet
Heart heavy but I hide it
Smiling like I’m doing great
But inside, I’m in a riot
Trying to be everything
Son, lover, friend, a king
But forgot the main thing
How to treat myself like a human being

Some days I don’t feel sad or glad
Just empty like an open bag
Words I never said before
Got lost behind my past

I owe myself some peace of mind
A slow morning, no alarm
Owe myself a real smile
That I lost along the road so far
I owe myself a meal with no rush
A deep sleep, no bad dreams
I owe myself an apology
For treating me so mean
I owe myself a quiet street
Wind in my face, heart on beat
Owe myself that unfinished song
And the courage to move on

Years fly chasing dollar signs
Trading youth for overtime
World so cold, heart fragile
Still pretending I’m fine
Rain falls on my window
Talking to my shadow
It says “bro you lonely”
But you never let it show though
I gave love to everyone
But forgot my own reflection
Built walls, not protection
Now I’m stuck with my depression
Funny how we lose ourselves
Trying hard to be someone else
Only thing I ever missed
Was loving me, that’s real as hell

I owe myself some peace of mind
A slow morning, no alarm
Owe myself a real smile
That I lost along the road so far
I owe myself a meal with no rush
A deep sleep, no bad dreams
I owe myself an apology
For treating me so mean

If one day life goes soft
I’ma sit down, turn my phone off
Order coffee, feel the warmth
Let the past slowly dissolve
Forgive me for the nights I cried
But still went out, still lied
Said “I’m okay” too many times
When I was dying inside

I owe myself a better life
Not rich, just feeling alive
Owe myself to choose my heart
Not every fight deserves a knife
I owe myself some quiet days
Sunset talks, empty space
I owe myself to finally say
“I’m proud of you, you did okay”

People still running, chasing fame
I’m walking slow, different lane
Paying debts to my own soul
Yeah, that’s my kind of game…

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