super emotional and impulsive head shaving

0:00 - 1:29 no sound
1:30 somewhere over the rainbow
2:15 twirl
2:25 ughhh should I do it?
2:30 snip snip
2:37 snip snip
3:22 last lock snip
3:40 pure shock
4:23 smile cheese
4:53 first buzz
5:11 mullet era
5:57 "holy f*ck what did I do"
6:10 bulletproof
6:43 "omg what did I do?"
7:17 that look like "hell yeaaaa, omg"
8:06 sweep that hair off, tongue out
8:21 hair fall, smile
8:33 hair on ground
8:38 little white dog
8:50 mirror view
9:00 credits

Hi, I’m Vivien. I do not own the rights to the music in this video. In the original footage—about 30 minutes long—I shaved my head while listening to gospel music, starting with Aretha Franklin’s "Amazing Grace." Due to a copyright claim, I had to remove the intro, but added uplifting songs in its place. Full credit is listed below.

Songs Used:
🎵 Aretha Franklin – "Amazing Grace"
🎵 Israel Kamakawiwo'ole – "Somewhere Over the Rainbow / What a Wonderful World"
🎵 La Roux – "Bulletproof"

Why I shaved my head:
My hair was always the thing I loved most about myself—it became my identity and my security blanket. I realized I didn’t love me—I just loved my hair. So I shaved it off. It was impulsive, yes, but not destructive. It was freeing.

I wanted to see if I could feel beautiful without hiding behind what made me feel “worthy.” This is the beginning of learning to love myself for who I am. And for the record—I don’t have a weird-shaped head, haha.

Hair grows back. Self-love is what I’m after now.

Love,
Deathe GreapeR 🖤