-ERROR / niki [cover] [Hatsune Miku V4X Solid]

All my life, I have felt like there must be something wrong with me. Like I was born broken, but I was expected to function like a perfectly normal person. I had so many expectations placed on me that I could never achieve, and the more I tried, the more broken I became. I don't even know what would fix me, or what I want to become.

I have often wished I could just disappear.

I may never be "fixed", may never find who I want to be, never become the idealized "whole" version of myself, but I still want to keep fighting. Keep moving forward. Keep living. No matter how hard it is.

I hope that all the love and emotions I poured into this cover can reach you, and let you know that you're not alone.

We may be broken, but we have each other.


Tuning, mixing, art, video, and English translation: Me
Vocals: Hatsune Miku V4X

Original by niki:

   • ERROR / niki feat.Lily  


Translation:
Can you see? These tears in my eyes are smudging the colors of my life.
What is there left for me to give?
I ask these questions and fall apart.
Blue, red, and white mix and blur together.
Within this world of colors I scream out:
"What is it that I really want?"
I'm tired of chasing after it...

Am I really that different?

Am I broken?
I must be broken.
Even so, I want to breathe!
I want to breathe!
Can't you see me?
I'm in this dream.
My final words get tangled and stuck-
ERROR

A long time ago, there was a faint light that shined in the sky.
What have all my choices lead to?
My tears and their colors mix together
My body floats within my consciousness as it dissolves and blurs
What am I looking for to compare it to?
In sadness… I forget

Am I really that different?

Am I distorted?
I must be distorted.
Even so, I want to breathe!
I want to breathe
I'm in a dream,
I see you in my thoughts,
but my words to you are tangled and stuck-
ERROR

Can I no longer give? No longer lose?
Can I not even forget anymore?
This error that keeps getting worse,
I kill it and laugh,
but again: an error

Am I breaking?
Don’t you understand that I’m breaking?
Even so, these tears hurt
they hurt, they sting
Are my words able to reach you?
Even when I arrange these words and sing them,
they smudge and the overlapping colors blur.

Am I broken?
I must be broken.
Even so, I want to breathe!
I want to breathe!
In that dream,
that dream where you saw me
my final words to you are tangled and stuck-
ERROR