Please Remain Seated - Only Halfway (2022)

Collab with my very cool friend Rosa who does music and stuff.

https://rosasaudiodiary.bandcamp.com/...

Rosa: Vocals, guitar, drums
Hali/Col_ON: Synths, lyrics, production

I used to lock myself behind my walls,
I wondered why it felt so dry
To sit and stare at green outside
With deadened eyes that stare a thousand yards
If I lose myself, I’d please the help proposed so many times
Lost within my own confines
There’s no life to live, I’m so obligated
Told to hold onto what I never had

Under moonless nights I’m hiding from the day
Buried in the dirt I’ll tell myself that
Everything will be okay
Wish I lived forever in this state
Wish I lived forever in this state

It’s never you, the problem’s me
Cuz I am my own worst enemy
Can never stop or intervene
These trains I wish I jumped between

You were always by my side but
In the end I've nothing to show but empty hands
Just living up to family name
What I did to deserve this fate
Fog keeps rolling in to take what’s left, the
Defeated thoughts, a burdened mess
If you ever dig up some old memory
Well I'll be hanging around, don't wait for me