My Husband un-alive 5 days ago. Leaving our 4 disable autistic kids to care for (FAS Awareness )

My husband is gone and I'm hurting so bad. still learning how to drive, processing grief, learning how to adapt as a single mother of four disabled autistic children and other things!
I'm pushing through for my kids but it's so hard. I don't have a job because my kids are disabled so l've been their caretaker for over 10 years. Looking for an at home job now. I've been applying
Any help to keep us a float as I find a permanent solution to care for my children will highly appreciate!
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