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» .. how i feel? i wish, i couldn't feel anything, sammy.
i wish i couldn't feel, a damn thing .. «
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i am sorry guys. i really don't mean to make you sad about
this video, or make you cry or feel bad. i really don't.
i just needed this. it was just too much for me, what was going
on, the last few weeks, days, maybe even weeks or months.
i was sitting in my room, itunes on random, and then this song
started. and i always thought and said, that this is probably
the most emotional & saddest song ever. i hear it, and i automatically
start crying. i don't even need a reason to, it just happens.
so i decided it was enough, i needed to get rid of this pernicious
sensations. i was just harming myself even more, by not doing sth
against it. so i decided to vid this breathtaking sad song, to some
of my saddest scene's i was crying, during seeing them for the very
first time. and these are really just some.. i have tons of favs.
i just uugh it feels so good right now to let go off these vicious emotions.
i've had to face so many disappointments, and loss, and self-doubts & pain.
it just feels good to break free from these feels. don't worry, i'll be fine, soon.

so, sorry for the loads of blethering. i'm sure lots of you won't even
wanna read this, probably. cause this description sets apart
from my usual one. you would really make me happy, if you would
leave me a comment, you really would. especially cause i was
working on it for several days, maybe two weeks. even though
it may not look like that. and it took me 3 1/2 hours to render, so xD

okay guys, i love you all, thank you so much
for all your love & support. sarah xox
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fandoms; the vampire diaries, supernatural, spartacus: blood & sand, misfits, romeo & juliet, the runaways,
jennifers body, doctors diary,
the mortal instruments: city of bones, supernatural,

song; listed at the end
coloring; made by me (definingxstudios)
program used; sony vegas pro 10
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