I wake up every morning tired. - Hunta Main (Prod. Tyler Thurston x DietSnapple135) [visualizer]

(Prod. Tyler Thurston x DietSnapple135)



Feb 2, 2022
I have finally come to terms with that I ain't ever going to make it. or just be noticed or just have support. It's 5 years into this or almost 10 on being an online persona. this lifelong trauma has now defined me.

I had already tried that with my parents and close friends and that eventually have always failed. No one has really considered my mental health. but god damn I imagine if I could smile without my broken teeth and not bottle up my happiness I would've been happier

I can barely form new relationships with people for either benefit of one or another.. I've lost everyone I've ever loved and the people that remain resent me.

the music world has always made my songs. All my thoughts I’ve thought they’ve already sung it.

My only option is to keep going but that's also the same as self-destructive. No one really gives a fuck, I've always been on the side of over caring, and all I get is robbed and left behind. I'm not suicidal but god damn I wake up every morning tired.

Update: 22/07/2022
things have gotten a lot better I am seeing the light again, I've just had a lot of things holding me back from committing to art but there's something inside of me telling me things will end up working out, i love you all deeply and thank you to those that care. Hunta Main :)