obsessive paranoia - original song

i am so sorry. i know that i barely even say the words near the end because i dont have air in my lungs and it's just really hard to say - im not even sure why i wrote those lyrics, saw they were terribly hard to pronounce and then let it be. whatever, it's behind me now

never let me sing this again. please and thank you


turn around the corner
you're just a little further from me
maybe it's a coincidence
i won't believe it till i see

and it's popping up ahead
it's a little further down
i am looking for a place where you wouldnt be around
cause i'm sick of looking over every should that own
you can be there, maybe not
either way i've lost control

you think i'm fairly stupid
or maybe you're just really chill
i'm more than just alerted
i'm so obsessed, i'm almost ill

and it's popping up ahead
it's alittle further down
i am looking for a place where you woulnd't be around
cause i'm sick of looking over every shoulder that i own
you can be there, maybe not
either way i've lost control

it's a little complicated but i always look for you
if you're there i move aside and if you're not i do it too
it's this itsy bitsy thing that i call my paranoia
so just move and leave right now
if you approach it won't end for ya


i have this thing where i feel really uneasy when people are behind me. i cant explain it, but when i'm with a group, i'd stand behind everyone and when i'm on the street and there's a person behind me, i'd speed up to lose them and not feel like they're RIGHT THERE, or i'd slow down and let them pass me so they'd be ahead of me and in my line of sight

it's weird, but i live with it. anyway, i wrote this in the middle of the night the other day. i actually came with the chords first and then i realized they made me feel all creepy and weirded out, so i wrote about this. i think it's meh, but maybe it's just because the notes are low and i like high notes... whatever

have a good day!

chords (because i remember!)
verse: Em C-Am
chorus: C-Am Em
it's really complicated. i know