make me disappear//leave me alone (live)

IG + twitter - @kamalnw

performed by kamal and congee at narcissus studios, harlesden.
audio mixed by oscar boyd-palmer

dir. by aljab
production company: friends are always welcomed

lyrics:

Don’t sleep,
Stay up,
Hold me here,
In your prayers,
Don’t let me go,

Don’t sleep,
Stay up,
Hold me here,
In your prayers,
Don’t let me go,

I’ll be watching you for years,
I watch you dance away your tears,
And I forget the things I fear,
You make me disappear,
Make me disappear.

Don’t sleep,
Stay up,
Hold me here,
In your prayers,
Don’t let me go,

Don’t sleep,
Stay up,
Hold me here,
In your prayers,
Don’t let me go,

I’ll be watching you for years,
Under skies of chandeliers,
And you speak every word I hear,
You make me disappear,
Make me disappear.

*****

Relapse, I’m back smoking,
High-pitch feedback,
Two drinks,
You’re in my head again,

We know you don’t love him,
And he don’t need that either,
We’re on some better things,

You’re tryna drive me up the wall with your love,
You’re tryna drive me insane,
Out with your friends I see you doing too much,
Lately your mind ain’t the same,
You get so stuck in your ways,

You never throw me a bone,
You watch my life on your phone,
A broken heart and your brain’s on fire,
Oh my,
Why don’t you leave me alone?

I’ve been struggling sleeping,
You shout “I don’t need him”,
And then you call me up,
You get so damn obsessed,
Carrying these clouds on your chest,
Don’t take your medicine,

You’re tryna drive me up the wall with your love,
You’re tryna drive me insane,
Out with your friends I see you doing too much,
Lately your mind ain’t the same,
You get so stuck in your ways,

You never throw me a bone,
You watch my life on your phone,
A broken heart and your brain’s on fire,
Oh my,
Why don’t you leave me alone?