Grief + Dystopia (1993)

Grief/Dystopia Split (1993) 1.Lifeless 2. Fucked Upstairs 3. Sleep

LIFELESS
I drown in my self pity
Don't need your sympathy
Alone I wait for the end
Sick of seeing your faces...

No one at my funeral
Friends I had none

Nobody cares that I'm dead
No body even knows my name
I died lonely and miserable
Life meant nothing to me


FUCKED UPSTAIRS
Well now you've finally had it
Locked in serious distress
All your words are gibberish
No longer making any sense
Self-induced paranoia
Don't have a fucking clue
Too blind to note your condition
Choke on your own misfortune
Solitude you hope for
Too blind to see it's true
Dying from your own poison
No one to blame - but you...
You're fucking wacked!!!

Thought you were indestructible
Superior in every respect
Now I watch you wither away
A victim of constant neglect

Solitude non-existant
An empty shell you've become
Dominated by yourown self-pity
Alone, exausted and numb

Horror abundant, all by yourself
A battered man, screams for help
But no one's there, alone in the dark
Time flys on by - you've wrecked yourself


SLEEP
Searching for my soul
Through chasms of my minds
Longing my own desire
To make me apart of life
Round and round this circle turns
Never coming to end
Hideous games played on my mind
Driving me insane
This ring of painul delight
Resides deep within my brain
Insanity comes too naturally
When my arms bleed
Crossing the sky
Deep within these dreams
Crashing back to the sea
The sleep numbs my mind
From today's reality
Sleep
The dreams will come true
My life will be over soon
Sleep
My child and dream
Your life is doomed
Sleep