Kingdom Hearts (Roxas, Xion & Axel) AMV - Reminiscence

Hello. It has not been too long now, is it? Only less than two months since my last AMV. I would not have done a new video yet if not for a sad reason.

My grandmother died on 5th March 2014, that was four days ago. I have been so down. I have cried, cried and cried a little bit more. ;( She was the dearest grandparent for me so... well... it just feels she took my heart with her or something. :(

She had been suffering for years, very little at times but still. I guess it was the best for her to go already, at the age of 85. I think it was just stupid that she died on this week, considering how healthy she was compared to her a year before; she was much worse back then in 2013. She was very happy in hospital (I only heard from it) and nothing seemed too bad one hour before her heart attack.

She really loved me. I was the most important person for her. She adored me and hugged me and made good food for me and kissed me and gave me money and listened to me and talked to me. I loved her. *_* I thought she would be there for 20 more years or something... :( sigh

I have read a lot of heart attacks lately since all my close relatives (my parents and my grandparents except one granny) have died because of them (one close person to me died because of cancer). I should not have read that scientific stuff; it just made me realise how bad "machines" (really not meaning that literally, I hope you understand) humans really are. Five minutes without a working heart and you're basically done (if not for a very good luck). People are so... worthless and weak... I do not mean that in a negative, bashing way but more in a cynical way, not meant for anyone particular. Sorry if I upset anyone, I just have to get these things off my chest. :(


This song in this video helped me cry and reminded me of my grandmother so I wanted to use it. It is originally from the anime "Zetsuen no Tempest" which tells about magic and has many Shakespeare quotes. The song is played with the girl Aika (Japanese name but also a Finnish word for "time"). I recommend the series, it has some good points of humanity. ^_^

I am sorry there are no effects in the video (except for "forced" cropping, do not want to see subs). My grandmother would not have cared; she would have loved this AMV anyway and she was the only reason I even finished it. :) There are some mistakes but I am too tired (have not been sleeping well lately) and too sad to fix them, sorry again.

I wish you will see this KH movie if you have not already; I have seen it five times (twice in Japanese and thrice in English) and it is probably one of the most moving movies ever made (for me at least). It just shows the good and bad sides of friendship so simply and so well. I am really glad that there were great people doing it before it was finished. ^^

Game (movie): Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days
Characters: Roxas, Xion & Axel
Song: Reminiscence from Zetsuen no Tempest
Time taken: 7 hours
Program: Sony Vegas Movie Studio HD Platinum 11.0
Video made by: TryingToGoOnWithLive