Xanatis - EXECUTIVE DYSFUNCTION (Original Song) [DEMO]

This is what executive dysfunction feels like, sounds like.

Executive Dysfunction Symptoms
Time blindness, or an inability to plan for and keep in mind future events.
Difficulty stringing together actions to meet long-term goals.
Trouble organizing materials and setting schedules.
Trouble controlling emotions or impulses.
Difficulty analyzing or processing information.

This track is just me processing my difficulties functioning as a human being, lol.
I might record this again with my new mic that’s less boomy, if I can only get myself to actually do it some time, some how.


LYRICS:
Shut down, shut off, shut out, shut your trap
Too much, not enough, too loud, way too fast
Closed off, closed doors, closer still, mind the gap
Need space, stimulation, nothing like hyper-fixation


Shu-shu-shu-shut down
Shu-shu-shu-shut off
Shu-shu-shu-shut out
Shu-shu-shu-shut, shut your trap

Closed off, mind the gap
Closed doors, shut your trap
Need space, stimulation, nothing like hyper-fixation


Stir crazy, manic days
Tempering explosive rage
Shaky hands, enclosing space
Restless in my mental cage

Brain fog, eyes glazed
Audio process delays
Dissociative daze
Wanna set my mind ablaze


I’m wound up like a coiled spring
With sleepless nights, eyes that sting
Why can’t I just seem to bring
Myself to get up
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up
Get up!


Shut down, shut off, shut out, shut your trap
Too much, not enough, too loud, way too fast
Closed off, closed doors, closer still, mind the gap
Need space, stimulation, nothing like hyper-fixation