The saints cant help me now // vent

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its not the first time i vent about this topic, but yeah.
almost five years ago i got s/harassed by a close friend of mine, it was nothing too serious but still have a big impact in my sanity. some months ago i found out he studied to be a stewardess and private pilot in the same place as my boyfriend + started working on a big flight company, we also crossed paths like 3 times last year and every fucking time i coudnt say anything, i just stood there almost having a panic attack.
this and lots of things that has been happening to me for the past years have made me extremley reactive and almost agressive, i just wanted to show that here and let out some negative feelings.

i think its not necesary, but just in case:
me: Lady/Scamp/Todd
him: Tramp/Cooper/Buster
Pongo is my bf and Angel represent the other two girls he harrassed

thanks for ur time :)

credits: pillowbugs, chance