Left-My disease •MV•

Would it be wrong to justify?
Would it be wrong to rectify?
I'm not the only one that tried to hide
Look back at what you have destroyed
But you kept me waiting

I can't hold back what I must say to you
I can't hold in the hate I feel for you
You took my love and generosity
I gave into your curiosity
I'll close my eyes so I don't have to see
I'll turn my back so you cannot hurt me
I won't accept your weak apology
You really don't mean it anyway

Would it be wrong to rectify?
What would it take to make this right?
I'm not the one that tried to hide
Look back at what you have destroyed
But you kept me waiting

I can't hold back what I must say to you
I can't hold in the hate I feel for you
You took my lovе and generosity
I gave into your curiosity
I'll closе my eyes so I don't have to see
I'll turn my back so you cannot hurt me
I won't accept your weak apology
You really don't mean it anyway

Open up your eyes
Am I right?

It was the same old story with the same old song
Neither of us kid did a damn thing wrong
We knew what we were doing, doing all along
Setting ourselves up for failure
I thought it would scare you to think that I was losing my love
I just prepared you for everything that I was afraid of
I made you aware of what I'm made of
And what I'm made of, I am ashamed of

But I guess it wasn't for the best to get it off my chest
'cuz I turned it all into a big mess
I was so obsessed with passing my own test
That I didn't even notice that we both needed a rest
If I was back in the position where I was in submission
Trying to make sense of all the pain
Well I would handle it with pride, so you'd be at my side
I lost the greatest friend a person ever could have gained

I can't change, it's my disease

I can't hold back what I must say to you
I can't hold in the hate I feel for you
You took my love and generosity
I gave into your curiosity
I'll close my eyes so I don't have to see
I'll turn my back so you cannot hurt me
I won't accept your weak apology
You really don't mean it anyway

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