Message to My Nephew and Niece (Ages 7 & 9 when they were taken, now 11 & 13)

This remains the only way I can send a message to my beloved niece and nephew, as their violently abusive father Alan T. Chan and criminal “guardian ad litem” Evelyn Nissirios kidnapped them and kept them imprisoned for over 3.5 years, all so that they could use them to extort millions of dollars from their loving mother, using legal abuse (this is what Family Courts facilitate around the country, through corruption). Below is an excerpt of the letter read in this video:

To My Most Precious Niece and Nephew,

I hope this message reaches you, and you know that your mom, I, and grandpa miss you more than words could ever say, and our love for you soars to the stars every day. Not a second passes by without our thinking about you and working without a moment’s rest to bring you home — safe, protected, and surrounded by love again.

To tell you the truth, when you were taken from us, that was the very moment our lives stopped. Everything stood still (even my hair didn’t grow for more than a year!). This is what happens when we love you so much — you are the greatest joys of our lives, the apples of our eyes, and nothing in the world can ever, ever replace you!

But we are not worried, because you are the most beloved children of God. You must know this: nothing can ever take this truth away from you, no matter what happens around you.

I hope you will take a moment to let this truth sink into your hearts, because true love — the kind that comes from God — can never be stolen from you. It is eternal, ever present, and ever powerful. When you find peace in that love, everything false will fall away, and you will begin to feel a vast Presence. Then, you will discover that you are held in the palm of God’s hand. And in that place, you will feel us. Because in the Holy Spirit, we are not separated but One!

Your mom, grandpa, and I are with you, just like your grandma! She is watching over you, all the time. When you walk, she walks with you. When you sleep, she accompanies you. In fact, she is more alive now, being One with the Holy Spirit, than she ever was when you saw her! In fact, she is closer to you than ever before.

This is what happens in “meditation” — when you close your eyes, you will experience a deep place inside of you that never changes, never gives up, and is always loving and embracing, no matter how you may feel on the outside. This is the mystery and the miracle of God’s Love — it is already a part of you, and once you find it, you will know where to go to feel the Bliss....

You are fearfully and wonderfully made, handcrafted by God with plans so special, so sacred, that only you can live them! God looked around all of creation and decided the world needed you — both of you — exactly as you are! Every part of who you are is holy — your dazzling smarts, your maturity beyond your years, your funniness and silliness, your unstoppable determination, and your loving hearts, with which you gave so much to everyone around you, so early — because you have in you God’s divine plan! None of that has changed, and no one can touch it, no matter how hard they try.

Indeed, they started trying very early, because the two of you are so unusually and exceptionally brilliant — and the Devil got jealous! Still, inside of you are Old Souls, as old as God, and I know you will overcome everything. This is because you are exceptionally close to God, and God is closer to you than you are to yourselves (this may sound paradoxical, but it is true)!

God sees what others cannot see. God hears what others cannot hear. The Holy Spirit knows your heart, because God absolutely adores you and delights in you — you are God’s precious children, God’s masterpieces!

So, when you feel lost, call upon the Angels and the Archangels — and they will guide you! When you are weary, lean on the Cherubim and the Seraphim — and they will buttress you! God’s special plans for you, full of hope, are unchanging, and you are being prepared. You may not see the whole path right now, but God is walking every step with you, and you will see the Kingdom of Heaven unfold before you.

So remember who you are. Dressing up like Princess Anna and Prince Charming was not really play, but a dress rehearsal for the wonder and the glory of your rightful places in God’s world. One day, you will see the Light, glowing from within you. And you will shine like a city on a hill to illuminate the world!

Until then, you will not be alone. Your mom, grandpa, grandma, and I never left you. You are loved more than you can ever know. You belong to God.

With all my blessings and prayers,

Your Emo,
who loves you more than life