rob&kristen : don't ever look back

« this is real, so take a chance and don't ever look back don't ever look back.»

I am devastated. I am broken. I am speechless. It hurts to breathe right now. I can't stop crying.

I'm so sorry to say this guys, but the new photos came out. It is true, Kristen cheated.

One question: WHY?

I still believe that there has to be a story behind it because she was smiling at the paparazzi while doing it. This is not the Kristen we know. It seems like a one big show/stunt, they wanted to be caught I don't understand why and I hate it with all of my heart. I'm not sure what to believe in anymore.

I still love her and Rob & I hope they work it out. sobs I will support them no matter what, together AND separately.
From what I've seen, they love eachother so much and I think that everything will be alright, Rob, I love him so fucking much and I wanna give him a big big bear hug if it'll help, I can't imagine how hurt he feels right now, or how he's dealing with it all :(
He has a big heart though, he loves Kristen enough to forgive her for such a tremendous mistake.
As for Kristen, I hate what she did but I still love her with all of my heart. I won't throw years of supporting these two into the garbage.

My videos will still be there, if anyone wants to watch that is. :'''(
I'm still here though, because they became a big part of my life and I can't walk away so easily. Maybe it was a mistake to become too invested in all of it, but it's too late to back out now.
Thanks for everyone who supported me, making these videos was a real pleasure for me, as well as being a part of sappy fangirly fandom. I don't wanna throw it all away no matter how bitter, hurt and nauseous I feel right now group hug