dark_cloud - What Hurts More (Official Lyric Video)

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Title: What Hurts More
Lyrics by dark_cloud
Audio by Suno v5
Image by Image Creator from Designer
Image editing by dark_cloud
Video editing in Shotcut by dark_cloud

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Fear from the past
still paints today,
With every color
I’ve tried to outgrow.
I’m still struggling
to find some way
To not let these
old scars still show

I drag these wounds
into the day,
Exposed again in
the cruelest light.
I wish they’d heal
or fade away,
But instead they
return and rewrite

A catch in my throat,
a weight on my chest,
A truth I’ve avoided
that won’t let me rest.
And it’s not enough to
keep hoping and praying
Because what hurts more
than leaving... is staying.

Trauma don’t bargain,
it breaks every pact,
Burns every bridge
it once helped me cross.
It shifts and it spins
until fiction feels like fact,
Then leaves me alone
to measure the loss.

A catch in my throat,
a weight on my chest,
A truth I’ve avoided
that won’t let me rest.
And it’s not enough to
keep hoping and praying
Because what hurts more
than leaving... is staying.

In my mind it’s
always raining this way,
Dark clouds swallow
the sun every day.
No rest for a heart when
it's broken and bruised,
No fairness in chaos,
feeling damaged and used.

A catch in my throat,
a weight on my chest,
A truth I’ve avoided
that won’t let me rest.
And it’s not enough to
keep hoping and praying
Because what hurts more
than leaving... is staying.

Fear keeps coloring
everything grey
A palette of moments
I never outgrew.
And while I try so
hard just to be okay
I know some wounds don’t heal…
they just stay with you.