mxmtoon - porcelain

mxmtoon's second album rising is out now! stream or download rising here: http://mxmtoon.ffm.to/rising

here it is, my new song! i hope you all enjoy it :-) working on this song was really meaningful and i am so happy with how it turned out. hope you all wanted some more sad vibes to listen to haha

stream or download 'porcelain' and the entire plum blossom ep here: http://mxmtoon.ffm.to/plumblossom

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lyrics:
my skin is a story
with marks and lines
it makes me feel weary

my face is like a galaxy
with spotty freckle stars
no sense of gravity

even with the good
the bad feels so much stronger
my inner demons always win
and in my mind they saunter

so many things
that i’ve come to hate
line my body
and caress my face
i feel so frail
and empty too
like a china tea cup
with dried out glue

i am made of porcelain
cracking now and then
it wears my down

i am made of porcelain
i look okay but i am breaking down
over and over again
over and over….

stretches and patches
corrupt my flesh
slowly eating away
any confidence that’s left

i really wish
i wouldn’t let
my appearance
dictate how much i fret

because they say what’s inside is what really matters

but i really can’t
seem to ignore
the parts of me
that i abhor

it makes me feel like i am weak and battered

i am made of porcelain
cracking now and then
it wears my down

i am made of porcelain
i look okay but i am breaking down
over and over again
oh, over and over….

(ooo break)