ALL MY COLORS

Lyrics :

I was lost in the echo of my doubts
Running circles just to figure it out
Every shadow looked bigger at night
I forgot what it felt like to feel alive

I wore my scars like they defined me
Every wrong turn stuck behind me
But deep inside, I still believed
There’s more than what I see

I’m tired of hiding in grayscale
I wanna feel every shade

I want all my colors back
Every red, every blue, every crack
I don’t wanna live half alive
I wanna feel it all tonight

Even if I break, I’ll rise
Every tear turns into light
I want all my colors back
Yeah, I want all my colors back

Oh-oh-oh
I’m alive again
Oh-oh-oh
Feel it rushing in

I gave too much to the wrong hands
Built my heart on sinking sand
Tried to be what they wanted
Lost myself in the process

But I’m done shrinking to survive
I was never meant to hide
If the world wants me in black and white
I’ll burn brighter in my light

I won’t fade into the background
I’m turning the volume loud

I want all my colors back
Every red, every blue, every crack
I don’t wanna live half alive
I wanna feel it all tonight

Even if I break, I’ll rise
Every tear turns into light
I want all my colors back
Yeah, I want all my colors back

If I fall, I’ll fall forward
If I hurt, it’s for something
I won’t numb what makes me human
I won’t silence my heartbeat

I’ve been low, I’ve been scared
But I’m still standing here
And every scar proves I cared
That I dared

I want all my colors back
Turn my pain into contrast
I don’t wanna live half alive
I wanna feel it all tonight

Let it hurt, let it shine
Every dark makes me bright
I want all my colors back
Yeah, I want all my colors back

No more fading out
I’m wide awake now