ASMR: Car Ride Soft Spoken Life Update Ramble/ Shop With Me / Wrap With Me

Hello my loves,
Long time no see. This video is a bit heavy and deals with lots of dark topics such as mental illness, substance abuse, CPS, etc. Life has been pretty damn rough recently, so in this video I thought I would explain some of the stuff I have been going through. I still have one regular asmr and a couple bible reading asmrs that were filmed months ago to edit, as well as another video diving into what has been going on a little bit deeper.

This video is in my new to me vehicle (long story but RIP to my old car). And I had literally just paid it off. I also take you to do a little Christmas shopping and then a short wrapping session. I think you could see my heart was not into wrapping this year. It was a real struggle to find Christmas spirit. I am still struggling and can't say I'm fully back.

I'm still working on finding a job. And figuring out what the rest of my life looks like now. Plus I have another f***ing inspection coming up. And now my hopes of leaving here are almost nonexistant. But I will figure it all out. The stress has definitely caused my MS to act up which has also been non helpful. But I think I am finally ready to just be unapologetically myself, and to try to create a better asmr experience. So I hope you will join me!

Koko

P.S. I made this video and was vulnerable about what is going on not for you to pity me. I don't want to be pitied. But in case it helps someone who is also going through some stuff.