Pupculture - The Star That Died (Official Audio)

This song is an essay on how I and my system are currently handling grief. I said so many things I am not proud of, especially when my mother passed away. In this song, I tackled depression and how dissociation affected me. I didn't write this song as Jack, or Roy, or even Russell. I wrote this as Mnemosyne, the memory holder. As Mnemosyne, I am the holder of all traumatic memories Jack and the others have. This song was a testament of how my incapability to properly filter our memories resulted in the tarnishing of all our other memories. I feel guilty of having everyone scramble to try and understand us. So here is everyone's answer.

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I waited as my time's elapsed
To sign my name on the line
A lease that never ends
Even though I'm out of time

But slowly the world revolves
Around a star that died
Tell me if I chased it all
Is it me I'll find?

She waited till her time was gone
To haunt me with her song
Now that everything is right
Then why do I feel wrong?

But slowly the world revolves
Around a star that died
Tell me if I chased it all
Is it me I'll find?

Then maybe I should find the Earth
Another sun to rise
Tell me if I find my star
Will I finally die?

Cumbersome
And lonesome
I try to wash away

Blood on my hands
Blood on my knees
I drown in bloody marys

But slowly the world revolves
Around a star that died
Tell me if I chased it all
Is it me I'll find?

Then maybe I should find the Earth
Another sun to rise
Tell me if I find my star
Will I finally die?