you never know what people are capable of until they prove it

i don't feel close to so-so
i got dressed up for nothin again
i don't feel the slightest bit motivated to leave my house
we will talk some of it out for sure
if i just sing sumin i will feel better in the moment
i can't fault you for not being here anymore
i don't force myself to do everything
God doesn't care if i am there or not
luckily i ain't telling myself that my ego is God
that voice don't confuse me anymore
i get to sing tmrw so i am definitely going to that service
i have to go somewhere directly cos i get too easily distracted
i can detect my own bullshit pretty quickly
i probably am never gonna see this dude again
i didn't wanna believe that my friend could be capable of doing such a horrific thing
i think he was attracted to me becuz i act very childlike n i look a lot younger than i am
i don't think i even get to the "advice"...i will talk about it in a future video, i promise (you know we do this)
not everyone i go to Church w/ is a conspiratorial nutjob by the way
only a couple people know what's going on
i am pretty disturbed about this whole thing
master manipulator it seems
i just suck at lying in general
if i don't believe it to be true how could i convince you
i hope i am a representative of the Christian faith!
do sick people flock to me becuz i'm an empath
you gotta pay for public records of people so no
more suspicious behavior right there
that's gotta be what the charge is considering
perhaps he did a lotta stuff for me becuz he was trying to escape his karma
i'm guessing he will die in prison
i still care for him
it really is a frontal lobe situation
how can one adapt to being stupid
*acceptance + resilience is always the answer to this question
i would like to believe that people can improve their circumstances but i think most people feel stuck
most therapy is bullshit becuz there aren't enough (therapists and patients alike) that accept challenge
here i am making my excuses...
many just don't have it in em
discipline takes a lotta effort
i've been thinking about this quite a bit since i was told this information
the most we can hope for is that sumin positive happens as a result, i will continue to pray for him